Mary

December 21, 2017

 

This is a reflection I gave for our Sacred Space service tonight that was held in the stable where we held 'The Christmas Experience' (pictured).  Imagine it being read there  slowly, surrounded by straw and animal noises !!

 

 

 

 

 

Mary

 

It’s not an everyday an Angel visits you, but the biggest question is why Nazareth?

 

Seriously?

 

Of all the places God could send a messenger?

 

But there was one person that God needed to get the message to, and she lived in Nazareth.

 

Who was this person? Someone special for sure. Someone marked out. Someone who suitable.

 

Actually, it was someone as ordinary as you could get. Mary, a young girl betrothed to an ordinary carpenter called Joseph.

 

She was certainly afraid, and perplexed when the Angel appeared to her. To paraphrase ‘Seriously? Me?!’

 

But there was clearly something about that Angel, something about that message, that gave her enough courage to say ‘let this be according to your will’.

 

And with that the Angels job was done .. and he vanished

 

But for Mary, this it was just the beginning

 

The beginning of an awkward conversation with Joseph

 

The realisation that this was not a dream and that she was indeed pregnant

 

And the waiting….

 

Sometimes I am sure she wished she had not known just who and what was growing inside her.

 

The responsibility would have been much to bear

 

The awkward questions, the finger pointing, the shaking of heads.

 

Why didn’t the Angel tell those people as well, to spare Mary from all this?

 

At the very least why didn’t the Angel wait until Joseph was with her at the same time that he made this announcement?

 

And the waiting ..

 

Practical things help to take your mind away from the bigger picture

 

But in the evenings the mind ticks over and imagines all kinds of things

 

What kind of birth will this be?

 

Will Angels show up?

 

Will Joseph stick by her or will she be on her own?

 

How lonely that waiting must have been, when nobody else understood.

 

How much prayer, how much soul searching

 

And still the baby grew as the time grew close

 

Did I mention the waiting ?! …

 

Then, just as the end looks to be in sight, a journey

 

A stupid journey, seriously, why go?

 

Why can’t those carrying children be exempt from a stupid census?

 

If Mary is carrying the son of God inside her – why the risk?

 

But Joseph insists.

 

He is stick of waiting as well.

 

So, they set out on a journey

 

It’s hard waiting

 

Even harder when you have to travel miles every day

 

When Joseph is trying to so hard to protect Mary

 

When Mary feels so heavy she just wants to drop down and stay there

 

Other women that are with children pass her, and they can sympathise

 

But Mary knows she is different, and they wouldn’t understand why

 

Travelling

 

Waiting

 

Arriving in a stable

 

Seriously?

 

This is part of God’s great plan?

 

Is this where ‘the son of the most high’ is to be born?

 

Is this what all the prophets pointed towards for all those years?

 

The settling amongst the straw

 

The waiting …

 

The smell

 

The cold

 

The sounds of the animals

 

Josephs anxiety, his families’ embarrassment

 

 

Waiting

 

If you are waiting then you are in good company. If you are weary, anxious, hurting, confused then you are in good company. If you feel as if you have waited long enough, but you don’t quite want it to end .. you are not alone.

 

If you ever utter the word  ‘seriously?’

 

Know that God dwells there.

 

Know that God is beside you now.

 

For nothing is impossible with God. 

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